Hey again,

I'm slightly more coherent this time, but it's going to be another late night. I've got the same feelings that always lead to hours of lying in bed trying and failing to clear my mind (regret, sadness, reminiscence and the like) and I figured I'd hit this up before I got too tired.

I'm not feeling quite so down in the dumps as I usually am during these postings. The best way I can describe it is "on edge." I'm not sure if I want to break down or laugh. I know it sounds weird, but it almost feels like an ecstatic state. I'm feeling so good that I need to break down.

Anyway, things are definitely looking better. She still looms in the back of my head, thoughts of her bringing both sides of memories, but there's someone else hopefully entering my life soon. I've got 3 hours tomorrow to make a favorable impression. Hmmm, don't know where else I was going with that.

That's about all I've got tonight, it's not the craziest night I've ever had, but it's going to be a late one nonetheless.

-B-